Ahhh how nice it is to finally be able to use my laptop again...the last time i turned it on all kinds of shit came up about my net security expiring and trojam horses and worms and my computer being hacked and files being taken...essentially my shit was being virtually raped...i couldnt do a fucking thing on it...so i took the battery out...now i have some awsome hardcore protection..it took all day to scan the computer and clean all the files....gah last time i let my internet security expire!!! lets hope some fucked peadophile hasnt stolen my photos of the kids!
So little miss aka Sierra..is six weeks old on sunday....still the apple of my eye...the most frequent comment i get about her is 'she looks like a little doll'...but she is a little cutie! she already has an epic wardrobe several pairs of shoes a few bits of bling and about 25 baby headbands...eeeek hard not to spoil her on account of her not having a dad...really going to be a tough one there...no dad and only one set of grandparents where as the boys have there dad and 2 sets of grandparents...for anyone who missed the heads up all three have the same dad only the dick face wants nothing to do with his daughter in any way...when it comes back to bite him on the ass one day he will b sorry...for the many who have enquired...no he has still not seen her asked about her or wanted anything to do with her and thats the way he likes it...good thing im an epically awsome mummy and have no problem looking after her on my own as well as the boys..hasnt been as hard as i thought it would be! which brings me to my next point!!
BOOBS....
when you have a baby...sooooo many people ask you two question..one 'are they a good baby'...a reasonable question and two ...'are you breastfeeding' <<< now i have to say...i really hate this question...and perfect strangers seem to think they have the right to ask it....i really have to wonder HOW THE FUCK IS THAT ANY OF YOUR BUSINESS....i could be feeding her directly from the teat of a baby goat i keep tired up in the lounge and it wouldnt be anyones business...yes i am breastfeeding no its none of your business...close friends or mates yep i understand the question strangers...mind your fucking business...when women ask...still not there business but understandable
when men ask....EL FUCKING CREEPY!!!!!! seriously...especially when there looking at your chest as they ask the question....im not above giving a black eye to an overly creepy man!!!
moving on....
it would appear i am moving south of the river in a few weeks to good old forrestfeild...eeek i NEVER thought id move back sor...i always thought my kiddies would grow up north...but i refuse to move jacks school meaning im up for an epic commute in peak hour traffic every morning DOH!!!!!!!!!.....its definitly going to be a mass adjustment...if i cant deal with it ill have to move back this side of the river again....and packing...gah i hate packing im seriosuly throwing out a lot of my shit just to avoid having to pack it up...hahah sad but true...who needs that junk anyway? :P.... but i want to keep jack at that school because they have an awsome educational programme across the board there...however poor jack is struggling a bit....he is having issues with fine motor skills reading writing maths, hand dexterity pretty much across the board even tho he tries hard...he is a really bright kid!! i hate seeing him struggle...i put aside extra time to help him at home...the dreaded words adhd have been mentioned by his school...ive dreaded the day because he has always been a super full on kid and exhibits many of the signs from hyperactivity to extreme distractedness lack of being able to concentrate all go go go talks non stop and more...so i knew it could be coming :( even being a single mum of three its recomended i take him to a peadeatricion privately which is going to cost 300 an appointment....him wonder if i can have tha appointment and run away really fast? :P i wish but at least ill know. dont want him struggling with school.......ahhh all fun and games being a mum his dick head dad wont help pay for the appointments either insists his kid is all good and dosent need it stupid ****. ..if it cost 600 an appointment id find the money some how...my kids are my world! there awsome like i am ;)
life is never complete without dozen of strangers showing upat my door becuase the owner has advertised the property with out real estate back 3 weeks before i move out only to tell people go round at whatever time she will let you look in the house....like fuck i will...these people are strangers ready to rape me and steal my shit for all i know the owner did come around after all the hysteria and try to bribe me by bringing chocolates for the kids to let people come look...erm NOOOOOOO i wont even let him come in the house without good cause while im packing...blah...does keep shit interesting tho!!!
woooooooooooooo....have my tattoo all planned. i want to add bub as soon as possible..but i have to just get the expenses of moving out of the way first...so if anyone knows any good tattoo artist sor give me a shout...bub name Sierra, and a rose picture underneith (to symbolise her middle name) and i want kind of tribal leaves to wrap and intertwine the boys tattoo on the underside of my arm and her birth date...im adding the boys birthdates under there tatoo as well...excited missed being able to update my body art while i was pregnant :)
and that my friends is pretty much all the shit that has been going on in my life since ive been MIA...perhaps next time ill provide something a little more entertaining...that is after all my job...to entertain the masses ;)
