So on to topic two......today im tackling a big one....today is angel babies...or more to the point abortion! ITs a pretty scetchy kind of a topic to talk about...if u are a girl and u havent had an abortion you probably know someone who has had one...for either medical or personal reasons...dosent matter if your are pro choice or anti abortion....its kinda of a sad topic to talk about....if u google abortion 1st 2nd or god forbid 3rd trimester abortions ur going to come up with a fucked up arroay of images and tiny broken body parts....its not for the faint of heart....
So what is my stance on abortion? well i guess u can call me a pro choice anti abortionist? freaking retarded right......... but thats how it is....so what is pro choice anti abortionist? well i guess it means that personally ive researched the topic a lot and no fucking way at all would i have an abortion...if u use it as a method of birth control in a regular basis im sorry to say but ur probably a dirty whore...once is a mistake...more than once and u desurve a piano to graze you on the head with its pointy bits from a height...while i would never have an abortion im pro choice as in i think its everyones right to decide for themselves...i cant tell anyone what they should or shouldnt do with there body...some people cant handle a pregnancy, cant afford a baby, were raped, one night stand gone wrong single parent, no support, there are a million reasons for why people do what they do....
frankly if u ever do have one....dont research the methods first because the 'removal' methods range from poisoning the baby to disecting it internally and pulling it out to worse....its not pretty however u have to get it done...there a re pills you can take early on and a vast array of herbs to force yourself to miscarry....disturbing and also very dangerous and timing dependant...but desperation will make u do some things u never thought u would... but like i said ive never had one
When i fell pregnant with my first child i was 19 1/2 nevver once did it enter into my mind to get an abortion. it wasnt even on the cards. I was in a relationship and i was an adult...however the ex the kids dad got used to it in a few days where as his parents wanted to force me into an abortion because i was 'reuining there sons life' i was tainting his precious fucking future (by which was 5 years of failed uni andchanging courses which he fucked up himself long before i was pregnant)...anyway long story short....his parents never spoke to me until i found out at 38 weeks i was going to be induced the next day...when all of a sudden it was 'okay'...during the time i refused an abortion i coped much abuse from his mother and even his father not nice....
My second chance to have an abortion...the baby i am pregnant with now....which ill be having in 3 weeks time...im single...the father is the same as my other two kids..to cut a long story short he had the kids over night i came to pick them up from him, he wanted sex (he has a gf by the way), i said no...he asked all the time by the way i said no..i wanted to kids back he insisted so ..thats how baby #3 was conceived..he knew i could fall pregnant but insisted it would never happen...as fate has it..it did happen. He begged me to get an abortion..he has a gf, he offered money and overseas holidays and all kinds of shit...but its not in my blood..i gave it thought but deep down it was never going to happen...i knew id never do it....even my christian parents who are anti abortion wanted me to get an abortion because they hate him so much (for those who dont know what he did to me....with good fucking reason)...any way i made the tough call and decided to keep her...in 3 weeks my little princess will come into the world...the dad will have nothing at all to do with her...but life goes on! abortion for me would have been the easy way out....and some people would have and probably have done in the same situation but i dont ever regret not having an abortion...and i will totally understand anyone that makes the decsion not to have a baby....that will never be a decision i make for myself but i definitly wouldnt look down on anyone who did unless of course they did it all of the time.....
anyway just a thought after tackling my view on another issue....circumscision
now who however primitive origonally thought of the idea to chop of a small part of the penis???whereby exposing the head.....good thing it lives in pants or that head might get cold bahahaaa but then...it has a skin coat??.....oh dear...skin coat? god damn even that sounds wrong to me haha....
well thats it until the next issue...3 more to go before you'll be pissing yourselves to read my blog again...
caio, balla
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