Been a tiring weekend…but lately dosent take much to make me tired…im like a ve tattood pierced blow fish…boo to still having six weeks until im getting induced with bub. DESPITE all the horrors from my family I have decided to still call bub ‘Sierra Rose Marsh-Caporn…..why u ask would I use the ass hole fasthers name and not just call her marsh due to his lack of wanting anything to do with her? Simple because jack is marsh caporn. Reilly is just caporn (I was engaged and planning a wedding when I had him…my bad) so I wont have three kids all same dad all different surnames…im planning to add Marsh into reillys name when the funds become available to do so….
Anyway been doing some sketching this afternoon…mostly to stop the overwhelming tiredness that’s begging me to sleep when I cant. Ive done some drawing to get my dodgy half sleeve fixed up after bub is born..and no I know im not game to remotely consider doing it myself…ive also decided on what im getting don’t for the new bub top of the left forearm..the boys tattoo is underneath on that arm. IM getting her name ‘Sierra Rose’ then underneath a small pink corset, and underneath that the words “la familia es para siempre’…family is forever. I wont be getting inked the secind I give birth but I wont leave it to long after either…I don’t want to have a gap with new bub missing!!! So ill definitely get that one done before I get any of my other arm fixed up…that one is second priority for me but definitely needs to be done this year. There are a couplf of other things im considering this year but no rush…if and when time and spare money permits….for now those are the only two set in stone for me J
Ive come to realise since getting tattoos and peircings that so so many men find them ‘HOT’…for some reason that pisses me off…why would that piss me off u say?…good fucking question…I guess it figures in somewhere with the fact I totally hate judgemental people…and to me really liking women who are specifically tattood is judging…its not liking them for a kick ass personality and liking the tattoos they have…its knowing nothing about a chick but assuming she is totally hot because of tattoos…its judging in a different light…so back off fuckers…not wise to tell me my tattoos or more specifically ‘women with tattoos’ are hot…because im going to bring u down a peg or to…same shit with peircings…men seem to like them to…serious? Do u think guys I stop for even one second to consider if u may like it before getting anything pierced?? Ive had many of my peircings for a reallllllly long time now..so I really don’t give a fuck what u think…I get so sick of hearing about my tounge piercing in relation to male pleasure…for the record…I had that pierced way way back in my virgin days…male pleasure of any variety was not in the equation…untwist for your fucking mind some men and get over it…not everything is about sex and not everything is about u!!!! …..of course im not anti men…I really do hope to believe there are nice men out there and that my mates are not married to the only ones…of course men are not on the radar for me right now…and NOOOOOOOOOO that dosent mean women are bahaha just means ive chosen not to date while im pregnant and ive chosen this point in time to put my kids first… now if prince charming comes knocking on my door…I cant promise id turn him away but life…u never know where it will take u!!
FISHING
First time with the kids yesterday…was really awesome. There dumb ass dad dosent realise what he is missing by not wanting to do these kinds of things with the boys..thankfully they have a really awesome grandad who is happy to oblige… we went off the jetty in hillaries…they only caught 7 blow fish between them but to them a fish is a fish..then we let them go again…I must say I had to ump back really fast when they were reeling in…to avoid a fish slap to the face haha but all good fun. We threw them back in after and took lots of photos…we had dinner after nom nom nom J kids definitely makie things more interesting…did I touch the fish or the bate???? Hell no…no chance..i love fishing and always loved it as a kid but no way was I touching the bate and if I caught something that was dads job for sure…jack the was picking them up freaked me out hahah…
Anyway that’s it for now…
caio bella
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